• Faith,  Hope,  Pain

    Finding Freedom In The Ashes

    There I was, sitting at a bonfire surrounded by a few girlfriends—all sharing a portion of our story. This week’s topic was forgiveness—or maybe a better title was “unforgiveness”! I had already committed in my head that tonight would be the night! I had come to the realization that I wasn’t hurting anyone but myself by holding on and not forgiving. I was drinking the poison but expecting all those who hurt me to feel the effects.   And finally, it hit me; what was I missing out on in the story God had written for me by being stuck and unable to move forward? I was missing the anticipation…

  • Blog,  Faith,  Fear

    It Is Time

    “So, are you going to start your blog?” my husband hollered from the bedroom. “What?” I responded half-heartedly, trying to act as if I hadn’t heard him clearly over the kids playing in the living room and the dishwasher running. “Are you going to get started on your blog?” He repeated, clearly, as he walked into the kitchen. I sighed. “It’s not the right time. We have way too much going on right now. I will—some day when things aren’t so crazy.” Even as I said it, I knew it was a lie. Yes, we had a lot going on. In fact, we’d never been busier. One child now in…